""I don’t do that anymore" I say. And I don’t. Well, I haven’t. Not recently anyway. But it’s not easy to say I don’t because I did and I probably will again. Addictions don’t dissolve like sugar into water. They’re like sand no matter how much you stir and stir it all settles out and comes right back. I guess all I’m getting at by saying I don’t is that, I’m trying. I am trying. But it isn’t that easy."
Addiction (via alcoholings)